My Journal

Okay so i been through alot of hurricanes being a Florida local. Born and raised In Pensacola  Rated #6 Pensacola area 6. FLORIDA PANHANDLE (PENSACOLA) Andrew ravaged southern Florida in 1992, causing over $25 billion in damage. Tropical Storm Alberto (1994) july Hurricane Opal early on October 4  1995 The Panhandle has been effected by a names storm on average every two years. Hurricane Opal in 1995 was one of the strongest hurricanes to hit the area clocked in as a Category 4 with winds of over 150mph, Tropical Storm Barry (2001) august Ivan at category 3 made landfall on the U.S. coastline in Florida, there was heavy damage as observed in Pensacola, Gulf Breeze, Navarre Beach, and Pensacola Beach, september 2004 Tropical Storm Arlene (2005) june Hurricane Dennis  made landfall on the United States' Florida Panhandle as a Category 3 storm july 2005 Hurricane Katrina was a Category 5 hurricane that made landfall on Florida and Louisiana in August ...

I'm stuck where i am, ain't been outside in days, I'm not wanted here nor do i want to be here. when this time that is taken its tole on me is over... I plan on going, I may or may not jump on a train. I want to feel that freedom again, freedom to go where life takes me. Some of you have never had this type of life before and that's actually a good thing. You have never hit rock bottom yet. Well i been there done that. I miss her       Damn girl i miss you so much! I'm sorry for getting into all this trouble, i shoulda listened! i shouldn't have came here or left like i did. I guess I'm good at something. Running away from my problems or worries. I don't like problems or the fact that worry even entered my life. I assume i just wasn't ready... Man I'm so far away from home yet still in the same state. If fate brings me back then so be it, I miss what i don't have and now i see i almost lost everything. I'm sorry everyone, I thought...

Times are tough right now. I just wanna go home. This was the worst idea I've ever had. Who would thought that about meeting Thier dad. This is crazy how shit hit the fan. I cant wait to leave, cant wait to go onto my next chapter. I have know idea what im gonna do today maybe tommorow will be better

Gota Turn on the phone zone out Listen what on I can see ya motor mouth Can't hear a whatcha about Jamin 2 a single of da south My brain wanders outta town I can pull up wherever ya want

Pressure NA Single life So this single life I am no longer feeling the pressure Im free to think for myself Fuck you and your problems Ima do what I want still Like ive always done But you and me are DONE You dont know Joe Renne!

I been so on tracked mind lately, Tryna have a baby, Make a family... Lucky Tho I gotta see, The ole chock was crazy. Made Me Crazy Myself Eating Nissian Top Ramen Top shelf, Im no Slomo, No tourtes Aint soft shelled. Pour that liquid fire in my cup, I got some stuff to forget lets cover it up Broke it off today,  So tonight Ima go Play, Ima pull a bad bitch but aint nick naming bae I been through so much, Time neva enought. Skipped bfast and my fukin lunch. To much goin on, I need to slow down and enjoy life. Im flippin bills, Flippin birds, Sign language bitch aint gotta say a fuckin word. No one knows me here, I can be whatever u want me to be. Pensacola swag No one can even come close to see me. Fucked up Pasco County on Pd Live, Smile Im on tv. Cant lock me up i know my rights Man this gonna be a fuckin trip, Yea ima fuckin trip, Who put that ground right there 10 toes down draggin my feet I tripped on nothing, Grabed that heater got the whole clip dumpin, Put em i...

It hurts my heart to make us part. I can't stand this love it makes no since. I will replace you now with vodka and a bitch. I rather not talk or see you no more, I've blocked you electronically, that was easy. Now for the hard part, I have to block you now, so give me another shot.