this sucks

I'm stuck where i am, ain't been outside in days, I'm not wanted here nor do i want to be here. when this time that is taken its tole on me is over... I plan on going, I may or may not jump on a train. I want to feel that freedom again, freedom to go where life takes me. Some of you have never had this type of life before and that's actually a good thing. You have never hit rock bottom yet. Well i been there done that.

I miss her

      Damn girl i miss you so much! I'm sorry for getting into all this trouble, i shoulda listened! i shouldn't have came here or left like i did. I guess I'm good at something. Running away from my problems or worries. I don't like problems or the fact that worry even entered my life. I assume i just wasn't ready...

Man I'm so far away from home yet still in the same state. If fate brings me back then so be it, I miss what i don't have and now i see i almost lost everything. I'm sorry everyone, I thought since i was a good guy to everyone nothing bad should happen to me... I was wrong and the world was right, nice guys always lose.

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