First Entry

Welcome to My Journal

So I've never had a journal but for some reason I felt I ought to start one. So lets go! 870 days go I got locked up and wound up in prison. In prison I sure did do my time how you suppose to, I learned my errors of the way I was living, Drinking and drugs took a hold and I flipped! I'm lucky to be alive and really luck I didn't kill anyone. Well post prison looking back I can see the reform I went through. I learned who i was and why I did what I did. I learned also that "if you gonna do what you did you gonna get what you got" and know what?? I don't wanna do dumb shit no more and end up back in prison. to be honest Prison wasn't all that bad. Not that I want to go back but I made the best out of a bad situation. I had no one to blame but myself and my stupid ways. I have no Idea and not excuse for why i picked up drinking or started using drugs, but I do know i went down hill really fast...

What Im listening to: https://open.spotify.com/track/2qfVwWxFJEIonDg6rWaCh2

Well lets look back to 2015, that was a bad year for me. I lost a really good friend. We were at one point best friends. So close people thought we was fucking. We thought that was so funny. I don't blame myself but I really I should of seen her reaching out for help, She hit me up on Facebook the Sunday before she passed. Here are our last messages... Damn i miss that girl! I should have fixed her damn sink and did more. I was such a hard ass on her because she wouldn't let me see her Daughter and it hurt to see her do that to me and the baby daddy... I love you Brittany Forever and Always!

So yesterday was another good day, I went to my NA meeting and shared my story of my recovery that was related to the Just for today reading Read it below! Well it really touched me because its so nice
Having some who believes in you... Man that makes a whole hell of a difference in anyone's life! So this touched me and I shared how my best friend (Who doesn't and hasn't done drugs) Has been there since i was locked up hoping that this time i would change and do right, She believed in me. Immediately after sharing I texted her thanking for believing in me. The faith in kept me strong this time around, Mt self confidence and my hope are unshakable! All I need was that one friend! Thanks Jessica I love you Boo 

I rode my bike around today! 4 miles and walked 1.3 miles! Not to bad for all the rain we had!

Best For Last

Tomorrow 6-8-19 I have an awesome day planned! I got this New girlfriend ho is super sweet and super nice! She loves me along with her child and parents. So I plan on going to see her home and start on my Honey to do list. Gonna fix some broken stuff around the house and hopefully her car. I'm not sure if the tools I'll need will be around or anything fore I myself have no tools of my own So I'm gonna try and make do. I hope everything will be easy fixes, but when is that ever a real thing? The car is a Ford s at least its sorta kinda easy to fix, her AC and see why the brakes in the right rear lock up here n there. Not sure if its drum or disc brakes. If its disc it may just be a sticky caliper, But if its drum it may be some broke spring inside or hell even might be the ABS sensor... I will have to get the tire off and see, I really my girl has a four-way and a jack. I'm totally just winging it But I feel that days what are sorta kinda half-assed planned wind up being such a better day then a carefully planned day that encounters rain, electrocution, broke teeth, or other crazy shit that just seems to happen for no damn reason but to toss a monkey wrench in your plans. So I say Fuck plans. lets just role with the flow baby and see where this mofo taken us! I Love You Candice I know we gonna have a blast!

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